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a long time ago, when i began to delaminate, a switch in my brain flipped and i decided that i wasn't going to make anything anymore
because i didn't want anyone to have to clean up
the mess i left behind.

i don't think the part of me that's been wondering how i've changed so much and the part that decided to stop making have met on their paths until just now.

i've just been walking around, mildy undead and waiting.

happy tangency.

on that note: happy birthday, p.! wish i could be there to smother you with an appropriate amount of chemical debauchery. will be sending along a decent contender gift - it will not win birthdays, but you will like.